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You were curious
Hello rebels!
In your responses, a couple of you asked if I would answer the same questions that I asked you. Great idea! If you're interested to know what I'm thinking about and struggling with, keep reading.
If not, go back to your waaaay more interesting email.
I don't mind.
Really, I don't.
Here it goes:
What are you thinking about?
I think a lot about the state of our world and the future of American democracy. I have read more news in the past few months than ever before in my life, and it's simultaneously fascinating and distressing. Most days, I'm hopeful and optimistic. Some days, I feel despair. I can't get enough of The Atlantic.
I think about racial justice and all kinds of justice.
I also think about my children more than they want me to and paint colors for the outside of our house and my garden.
Oh, and I think about food. What's for dinner is frequently the first thought I have in the morning.
What are your current struggles?
I don't struggle as much as I used to which is a good thing since I used to be a master struggler.
That said, I am struggling mightily with school in the fall. No solutions are good solutions and reopening fully (which is what I want) seems impossible. I would give up everything and isolate alone in my room if that meant school could open in the fall.
With everything else, I hold a lot of complexity and a lot of unresolved questions and contradictions. Like:
- How to maintain the march to independence for my teenagers while simultaneously keeping them safe.
- What activities are safe and which ones are not?
- What is my place in the movement toward racial justice? What is the role of my business?
- What's eating my butterfly bushes?
- Is it indulgent to buy a water lily?
Are you working too much? Not enough?
I'm working the perfect amount. The awesome thing about my business is that I LOVE IT and because I'm independent, I can respond to your needs and my own at different times and in different seasons.
What are the unique challenges you're facing in these times?
See the answer to "current struggles." School. I'm having a very hard time letting school go. With all my preaching about "acceptance" and "surrender..." Nope. Not there yet when it comes to giving up school.
And it's hard to know what to say when there are no answers and no one has been down this path before.
How do I make sure my parents are being safe?
What would be helpful?
When I say I love to hear from you, I really mean it. I love to hear what you're thinking, what your world is like, and what's happening in different industries and parts of the globe. So, reach out anytime.
With love,
Christina
P.S. The Rebels at Home Challenge is a fun time. Eight easy challenges over 8 days. It's worth a little slice of your time this summer. Sign up here.